What remains...

This and the next month is so difficult for me
to endure
since old times dive like from him
Nothing on
How you said, my best friend:
"We go and visit them."
WHOM then? The earth which it covers
The green that it surrounds if the snow did not come?
Nevertheless, it proves no sense
if we think: Recollections are still much stronger than photos and are capable of films.
"I am sorry, my dear,
if we were there
if I was reminded of the pointless death
everything remained what:
if dust is in the vessels which I may not have with myself
 because laws are even colder
when one may imagine.
At the end of our days the soul turns white are left and I that I would not have to mourn,
 but now I do it.